does it get harder to love someone because it’s getting more REAL? do little things start to stand out because you’re caring more? do you start to have a few of those bad days because it’s a test? all these doubts, all these fears, start to creep up on you because your brain wants to play mind games with you to see if you’re smart enough to make the right choices and appreciate what you have. you start to feel these weird sensations in your body, your mindset’s all mixed- this feeling called “miss” starts to play a big role and every second seems like hours, every day seems like forever. you miss, you long, you yearn, you desire- you want, you need, you seek, you dream. time apart and your mind takes over ; time together and your HEART takes over. one look in those eyes & you’re out of this world. breathless, speechless. your heart takes over because your mind can’t, and it tells your body to be strong. you wanna not THINK & just do- but you can’t. your heart’s palpitating & you begin to get nervous. struggling to collect yourself, all you can do is just close your eyes…
-xbbyjay<3
